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Sunday, September 24 2000


yes, I also feel the importance of looking at/into
the "dark side" again and again, seeing that it is
not "outside" but recognising it as "in me".

What astonishes me is that especially among the "seekers",
the people "meditating" and going to "Truthmeetings"
(Satsangs) there seems to be less readiness to accept
their negative emotions then - say - among normal
(non-spiritual) people.

Everybody (excuse me, I like to exaggerate to make
my points), well nearly everybody in this scene is
pretending to be already holy, living his life in
Ahimsa, eating (and meeting?) only vegetables and so on.

We copy the behaviour of the teacher/master and pretend
to be where she/he is, without having gone through the
process they have been thru.

Mimicry = spiritual conditioning = spiritual ego
on top of the normal conditioning.

But when you scratch a little (and do I need to say,
that I like to scratch?), if you say something against
their believes, against 'their' master, then all
this wounderful heart energy vanishes into a sour
smile, the inner barricades go up, and you hear
sentences like "you have a strange energy, you should
do some dynamic meditation", "that is YOUR way"
and "perhaps this is not the right place for you".

To take and accept hate, anger, dismissal etc. seems more difficult
than to accept peace, love, joy. I find myself again and again
resisting the monster in me.

There is no monster in you. You are it.

If I stop resisting and allow myself to
feel it totaly, the feeling dissolves immediatly or looses at least
the energy that is bound in restistance. The atention is then free to
go elsewhere. And the pain and suffering is coming from the
resistance and not from the feeling itself.

Exactly. But when resistance is there, resistance is there.
What to do? Resist the resistance?

If one is ready/blessed/cursed to live in a situation where
this restistance is triggered again and again (by the teacher,
by the spouse, by the petty tyrant) and one doesn't run
away, than this resistance can be felt and experienced
in 'family packs' .o)

I don't think, that too many
are ready for such 'families'.

Michael Barnett, the famous energy teacher, wrote
once (it's a re-translation from his German book
"Wenn nicht nie, dann jetzt"):

"You would all run away, if I showed you, how ridiculous
you are. ...You could not accept it, nobody here can do it."

So we all - OK, nearly all - want to be transformed
without being critized, without being mocked at,
isn't it so?

But, excuse me, an email list about consciousness
which binds itself to old behaviour-patterns of
safe, ego-friendly discussions is ridiculous, isn't it?
An email list, which is about non-duality, and
forbids to post personal attacks, is like a medical
discussion forum in which only ill participants are
accepted. The target is not non-duality - the target
is ME. Or YOU, if you are ready/blessed/cursed enough.

The last paragraph was a just a mild example -
a pointer, so to say.

Are you still thankful for my sharing?
Does your 'Love, Michelle' remains if
being criticized?

You know - I like to scratch. (.o)

Dear Jivano,

I see your point. I share a differing perspective.

Is it not possible that the
distortion of Reality continues in
the process of supposedly looking
for Truth (through someone who will
criticize, violate assumptions, etc.)?

As seen here,
when awareness is "in" a self-constructed
distorted reality, all awareness knows
how to do is "survive" by continuing,
by repeating the known. This is
automatic, compulsive. It will
occur when supposedly scrutinizing
oneself mercilessly. The merciless
scrutiny will repeat past modes
of criticism, self-negation (which
is a form of self-affirmation), etc.

Criticism, evaluation, personal attacks,
these are the self-repeating loops
of awareness's cage.

Pretending to be seeking transformation,
"the known" is continued, and history
repeats itself for another loop.

Attack and defense is what is "known".

What appears here as truly threatening (to
the continuation of distortion)
is Reality in which attack and defense
are not possible


As you know Michele, normal intelligent, feeling human beings are quite
capable of anger, hatred, and rage, and lashing out (although most do not
make a career out of it). We are afraid of these so called "negative
emotions" because there is the possibility of losing control. When control
is lost in rage and hatred, anything is possible. Human beings can commit
acts they would normally not think about. In fact we see often on television
news the consequences of people giving into their rage.

It seems to me that examining the nature and the root cause of anger,
hatred, and rage, to the extent that such things occur in us or have the
potential to occur is indeed critical. All of these emotions are as a result
of our perceived/actual pain, anguish, and suffering.

So if one does not like the approach, "Who is suffering" another practical
question to ask is, "What is the nature of my suffering." I do not mean this
necessarily in a Buddhist way although that is fine as well.

What is the nature of my suffering? What comes up when you ask that

To examine this carefully in the light of awareness is a type of a


Hi Suru,

You said, in part:

> My observation is that any people that live on the land which they
> have claimed through force can never rest peacefully because in the
> unconcious is exactly the knowledge of that wrong doing, and what
> you give you get, so the perpetrator is always on the look out for
> the return strike.
> The land that is bought and the place where each house is built
> carries the blood and this must be paid for. Whether this is in
> America, New Zealand or Zimbabwe anywhere it doesn't matter
> The paying is the feeling, is the owning up to and facing the
> facts, and atoning for the actions.

I remember, as a high school senior in Albuquerque, NM....
black Americans were rioting in the city. I remember listening
to the radio telling where the riots were progressing, and
hearing that they were only a few blocks from my house.

I remember thinking that I as about to 'pay' for the
sins of my fathers. Even at that moment, fearing for
my safety, I never once felt that I had done anything
to be ashamed of.....nor to feel guilty for. And at the
same time, I empathized with their rage. And I understood
that anything that would happen to me in the minutes and
hours to come would not be 'personal'. I understood
even as a teenager, that this 'energy' had been set in
motion many decades before, and was looking for

Hello Melody,

it is not personal at all! This is about hum consciousness and that
we are all one!
It is my experience that it is even the best position I can b in: to
not take it personal but to engage myself as an opening to healing
forces!!! This is one way, I see, compassion is functioning. And this
little "me" cannot even take the medal for the goodies happen out of
this involvement.

As long as the little "i" feels guilty, the whole attention is on
self-importance! But to feel injustice of the land and to find
healing solutions is, maybe only possible when "me" is not anymore
the fokus in life!! So in a way compassion starts when there is
no "me" in the way . Just there is nonduality!

love to you

Jutta H.M.



Virginia and I were kind of open-minded parents, maybe you could say lax.
Tom, our oldest son, during his late teenage years would occasionally
show up at the breakfast table with his latest light of love or overnight
daliance from the local pub. One of these women had a severely broken
self-image. She would do anything to be with Tom. James our other
teenage son and Tom would cruelly joke, as only teenagers can do,
about this woman --- they called her, behind her back, "Kick me. Beat
me. Piss on me." They had absolutely no respect for her. To them she
was merely a sex object.

This is so sad. This woman had absolutely no realization or
understanding that this was her condition. She only wanted love and
affection and felt that this was how one obtained love and affection.
Unless some light of truth entered her mind she would live in this
condition for the rest of her life.

We are all broken to some degree or other in some area of our life.
We are all brothers and sisters in our humanity. Let those who are
strong help the weak --- let those who are weak come to that
realization so they can understand and change. And let us all love one
another in our humanity. And may the light of truth enter us so that we
may live in true peace and harmony within our humanity. The old ways
have not worked. Let us together find the new ways. Let us come to
know the diversity to be the unity.



Two planets meet. One asked the other: How are you doing?
Well, answered the other: "Fine. Just that I have got homo sapiens!"
"Well", answered the first one:
"This too will pass!"


Jutta H.M.


Dear Jutta,

For me, this is extremely

Sometimes, humor is a disguise
of wisdom.

One universe met another universe
and said, "everything is fine,
except that I have voices
thinking each is a separate

"Don't worry," said the other universe,
"That's just me, practicing my



Dear Harsha,

one dicovered, experienced key for me is:

the nature of suffering is resistance!

As long as there is resistance to something whatsoever it is there is
on one or the other level suffering.


Jutta H.M.



> Sorry I didn't get back to you sooner. But, in keeping with the aim of
> getting all those things done, well, email wasn't on the list. Never did
> the beer or tequila or the steak and stuff. Wound up making strachitella
> (sp.) - escarole and egg drop soup in chicken broth with romano cheese and
> cracked black pepper on top. That and collard greens with some ham - and
> garlic bread. Did have the Syrah though. I'll aim at the other stuff
> today, so much for will and 'doing' in light of what we decide.
> Warm regards,
> John

Naturally, my own recognition of what issues this brings up in one might
have me saying some sentimental. Instead....

Is it not truly a blessing to have the ground of one's being?

Yes, there still is pain, but where is the personal sting and
meaninglessness that once attended such experiences? It is above (or

I have verified (again) this deep but simple truth with the recent death of
a 29 year old friend who used to work for me. I was asked to drive to the
funeral by a current girlfriend of this young man, who also works with us.
The supposition was that 'I would be unaffected' in such a scenario as a
funeral. I was 'fine' until we took our places in the pew. The
overwhelming sense of bitter-sweetness of the situation had its effect and
was welcomed, experienced, but not invited to stay. I went through most my
wife's tissues. On leaving, what was the appropriate time and the
appropriate place, the experience was left to abide with Mike. Other things
must then be attended or witnessed. I was, for the balance of the day
exhausted, however. This, as you know, is how to live one's life. As it is
presented to us.

Only those who have experienced that there is a basement, a place of no
further falling within one's self, and that have been a witness (and a
participant) to that 'final judgment' know what can possibly be acquired in
such a place. A place we all fear to tread. The treading is personal thing,
we each reach it differently (or not) as the result of own acknowledgement
of the pointlessness and ineffectuality of our respective 'tiny',
self-absorbed plans. With the abiding in this place comes the death of Fear
or, at the very least, its mortal wounding.

So, knowing this, and projecting you know this too from what you write, I
will offer you no sympathy in this time of your life, for you know, as well
as I, it is a cheap gift that I offer, one intended to alleviate or gain me
something in the offering process. Instead I would offer that sympathy to
those around you, those who might see some value in it, such as it is. But
I notice you have already done that for me.

Warm regards,

Famous Grouse - Single malt scotch whiskey
PS Being of Scotch/Irish/English/Dutch descent - I gave way to the Irish
wake part that evening of the funeral. Mike, whether he appreciates it or
not, would have wanted it that way.


Carl came by the shop yesterday,
He was able to get away from Ellie,
for a while, the nurse was with her.
When you hit eighty,
sometimes you need a little help.
Carl takes care of Ellie most of
the time now so it's hard for him to
get away.

He comes down to the shop
every two weeks or so,
to look through the pocket knife box,
a bunch of rusty old clunkers,
to look for a "good'un".

The last time he was in,
he told me he had the cancer,
but he wasn't scared.
"Somethin's gonna git us all
sooner or later" he said.

This time he had the "shining eyes"
they all get before the end,
It won't be long now.
I had to tell him there was nothing
new in the box since the last time,
and you could read his disappointment.

You see, he's never said, but I know
why he wants that pocket knife.
Everyone knows if you hold just the
right one, you're 10 years old again
and jumping stumps down by the creek,
whiling away the day, whittling on a stick
in the sweet shade of an old cottonwood.

Today I'm gonna order a knife to
put in that box, so's he can find it,
and snooker me out of it in a trade.
I just hope he makes it in
one more time.

Mace Mealer

We rise and stay and pass like a bubble on a pond.
And this very quickness is our life --- precious beyond belief.




> Donna, I really don't know what to do with what
> you write to me.
> It seems that you are kind of insisting that I admit
> to feeling shame about what other Americans
> have done....
> when I do not.
> I cried my eyes out the day Martin Luther King
> was shot. I watched Bobby Kennedy be assassinated
> live on TV. And I can't begin to tell you the effect it
> had on me.
> And the cumulative effect....of John's, Martin's, Bobby's
> and Malcolm's assassinations was truly devastating.
> What a sense of dispair I felt growing up.....seeing that
> the price of integrity and courage....the price of 'speaking
> truth to power'.... was death.
> But I can only say this once again: I don't feel shame
> over those assassinations. Did I feel pain? Certainly.
> Sorrow? For sure. Despair? I certainly did.
> But shame? No.
> But if it serves you (and others) in some way
> to insist I that I must, then do what you will
> with what I have said.
> with love,
> Melody

Melody and Donna,

Being American, I sense there is a collective shame over
racism. To me, that is very easy to feel, though I've never
acknowledged it as a collective, national shame.

With lesser intensity, I feel collective shame over Indian
massacre. It is a more quiet shame because of the passing of
time and the propaganda.

I feel collective shame over the presence of drugs, and the
handling of the ecology, mental health, poverty, and over
the treatment of all the marginalized.

I've never really acknowledged collective shame until the
last few days. It's not a difficult thing to feel. It's not
a feeling I carry as heavily as those from other countries
might carry their collective shame. But I carry it. Looking
closely at what I carry will help me understand those whose
burden is greater than mine.


In all this discussion of shame i wonder if something has gotten
lost just because of the different ways we use words. I understand
what Melody means when she says she doesn't feel shame about the
crimes of "her country" but i don't think it's so easy to dismiss
the ones that do feel shame by simply saying, "Oh, these are your
ancestors' crimes, not yours."

For one thing, the crimes -- perhaps not genocide now -- are still
going on, in Germany, Canada the US and all over, in a reduced form,
in all kinds of race-based societal problems, even if i am not directly
participating. We *are* all participating via the collective unconscious.

Perhaps a different example: When i first read about female genital
mutilation in Africa, it made me weep. (I am not much of a weeper in
general) It could be said that i was just "feeling their pain,"
(which i also don't do much of in general) but i believe there was more
to it than that. There was shame as well. Not that i did it to them --
and in fact many of the perpetrators of this system are women, doing
to their daughters and others' daughters what was done to them -- but
i felt myself to be participating as part of the collective unconscious.
As long as i remain to some extent unconscious i will be continuing to
support the collective barbarity.

There's nothing to do about it except keep looking, watching, waiting,
feeling, processing, celebrating when i can, etc, so okay. But i
think the phenomenon of shame is deeper and wider than the fairly political
realm we have been considering up to now.

Love, Sarlo

Excellent point, Sarlo. It may well be that we are using
the word in different ways.

As a starting point, here is my dictionary's

1. a painful feeling of having lost the respect of others
because of the improper behavior, incompetence, etc of
oneself or another

2. a capacity for such feeling

3. dishonor or disgrace

What jumps out at me.....reading
this definition.... is that the uncomfortable
feeling is due not to a sense of remorse
or guilt over some wrong doing

but for for having (or fear of having)
lost the respect and admiration of others.

This is very much true of the sense of
personal shame I's not a sense
of feeling guilty, or wanting to atone, or
set things right.

It's present because the biologicial entity named
'melody' wants to be embraced and accepted
and adored..... and because she doesn't like the
the feeling present when she's not.

In this vein, here's a clip I had kept....
attributed to Osho....which seems to
point to the origin of shame:

'Everybody wants to be loved.
That is a wrong beginning.
And it starts because the child, the small child,
cannot love, cannot say anything, cannot do
anything, cannot give anything - he can only get.

A small child's experience of love is of getting.
But the trouble arises because
everybody has been a child, and
everybody has the same urge to get love;
and nobody is born in any other way.

So all are asking, 'Give us love',
and there is nobody to give
because the other person is also
brought up in the same way.'

~ Osho

Dear Sarlo,

in response to your input.......

and I just talk about myself....
Shame is something I have experienced
as an upgrowing child very much.
Something I really learned to reject and forget
as it was so painful.
And when I am really honest here,
behind the blaming and judging others I have
discovered my shame again. Nicely hidden underneath
a righteous mind. I have started to
realise how shame is one of these
not-so-easy-dealt-with feelings that
keep me so painfully seperate.
It is a major teacher for me and not
easy at all to talk and share about.

thanks and love

Americans in general are proud. It's difficult to feel
shame when you're proud.

Dave, how can shame be known if pride isn't known? National
pride is good, but it would not be healthy to use is as an
avoidance of national shame. I think the avoidance is the
big problem.

Hi Dave and Jerry,

I think identification is the big problem.

I have been always very much identified as
this body-mind complex named "melody".

I wear it like my skin.

I have worn my 'national identity' more like
that of a light jacket worn only occassionally
on cool evenings.

I could easily lose that jacket without hardly
noticing it was gone.

Losing my 'skin' would be, on the other hand, a very
different matter.



I agree that identification is the problem. Having some
understanding of the nature of identity, a person could
assume identities in order to better understand the
experience of others.

It may not be my nature, but I could put on a skin tight
coat of national pride and shame. I'm free to do that. It
doesn't matter what 'my nature' is, or my past relationship
with self or nation have been. There is Now and I can do
what I want. As long as I don't take pride in it!

Dear Melody,

Thanks for sharing these observations,
with which I resonate.

The birth of the universal only comes
when the "corporeal birth" of conceptual
identity dis-solves.

The conceptual identity never solved
anything, although it was meant to.

The "me" which is the past attempts to
survive as a solution for suffering
through nationalism, body-mind
identification, self-victimization,
self-aggrandizement, other-victimization,

The universal being is awake.
It is now.

The snake has been a symbol of wisdom
because it sheds its skin.




Dear Melody,

Yes to reconciliation.
The split mind wants to reconcile itself. Will reconcile itself. Will meet
itself sooner or later. It IS impersonal because it is one Mind and we pay
with our concepts and beliefs of my separate I.

From the view of the personal me of course you had nothing to do with it,
personally but if we are discussing nonduality then my appraoch is that we
all come from the same source, all is one and we are not separate. So how
I deny what I see and feel being acted out on the planet as not part of me.
Are the decrepit leaking nuclear reactors in Russia not part of my mind set,
a product of my dual thought process of separation that everybody, except a
few highly developed beings who appear to have dissolved completely the
separate "I" concept ,carries.
We had better start getting this because when the shit hits the fan it won't
only blow over Russia, and there we see clearly the stupity and illusory
nature that I am separate. The shit that blows does not respect borders the
clear waste knows nothing of our ideas of separate nations and it will
effect us all.

So for me I am responsible , let us not get too stuck on shame, and if I
cannot turn around and embrace the actions of the past that brought me, as
part of the whole, here then I am still in denial and I will perpetuate
The embracing is the dissolving of the separate "I" concept this is the
way to heal myself and the planet.
Maybe sounds big, well it is and this is the task we have set ourselves to
become giants.

I don't know any other way to reconciliation with and in mySelf.

Thanks for your sharing on this bloody and beautiful subject.


You cannot do anything i will not feel
So take care sweet one
Your pain is my pain,
Your glory is my glory
Rest, oh sweet one
My self is everywhere scattered.
The sheer scale of the diversity fools me.
The depth and wonder of the mystery gets mistaken for seperation.

I have been like a dog in a hall full of mirrors, barking at my own
Let silence settle, let the wind on the lake die down and when all is
still, theres illumination, the other appears, but this time as my self.
I have stepped out of my own way.
Seeing now becomes the experience, but whos the experiencer, i ask?
Feeling then, pure feeling, feeling primary, feeling whats in the moment,
feeling all- Life! overwhelm. But know one has ever been overwhelmed, so
they say, who says that? i do. I am overwhelm, let me be, i am happy.
I can afford to feel because i am beyond any horror or esctasy of feeling.
Tell that to someone who is identified with the world and you will more than
likely get a slap in the face. Tell that to the human part of myself and it
will say" its all right for you old boy, your not the one in it. Awareness
can be the master experimenter, but sometimes humanity cannot afford it,
compassion is asked for sometimes.


Begging you pardon (in advance) for the intrusion.

A couple of things on this topic of shame.

By changing things *NOW* we change the future and the past.

Shame may well be a necessary component in any serious effort in
self-exploration. It was for me, but I am not everyone, so I can't state
that this is necessarily a requirement or gate that 'everyone' must pass
through. One thing is personally certain however, that we experience shame
to be done with it, not to raise it to the level of a personal fetish or

As you point out, Melody, identification is the problem, and knowing about
non-identification and shame does not mean that one will no longer
experience such feelings. It may mean, however, that one is better equipped
to understand the context and the needs (of others) around which this
feeling has arisen. It becomes a tool of perception then, not a burden or
something to be avoided - not to mention something glorify for its own sake.

So, for those who have the need to experience shame - go whole hog including
the postage - leave no part of yourself, however deeply buried, unexposed to
this experience, j"put your shoulders into it", drive
through to the end with all of your will and being, and don't preach to
others about the nobility of your efforts for this is indeed a wrong part of
yourself lying about the completeness of your efforts. In my observations
people experiencing true shame don't talk too much about it, they use it as
the quiet integrative experience it was intended to produce knowing it was
for them only, and would have no meaning for another and would be likely to
produce nothing but misunderstanding and, perhaps, ridicule.

So, if we would like to start this personal journey with national or racial
shame, so be it, just remember in the (im)mortal words of the

"We've only just begun......"

Warm regards,


This is a rarely seen text of extreme nondualism:


Mahayanavimsaka of Nagarjuna



I make my obeisance to the Buddha who is wise, free from
all attachment, and whose powers are beyond conception, and
who has kindly taught the truth which cannot be expressed
by words.


In the transcendental truth there is no origination
(utpada), and in fact, there is no destruction (nirodha).
The Buddha is like the sky (which has neither origination
nor cessation), and the beings are like him, and therefore
they are of the same nature.


There is no birth either on this or the other side (of the
world). A compound thing (samskrta) originates from its
conditions. Therefore it is sunya by its nature. This fact
comes into the range of knowledge of an omniscient one.


All things by nature are regarded as reflections. They are
pure and naturally quiescent, devoid of any duality, equal,
and remain always and in all circumstances in the same way


In fact, worldings attribute atman to what is not atman,
and in the same way they imagine happiness, misery,
indifference, passions and liberation.

6 - 7

Birth in the six realms of existence in the world, highest
happiness in the heaven, great pain in the hell,--these do
not come within the perview of truth (i.e. cannot be
accepted as true); nor do the notions that unmeritorious
actions lead to the extreme misery, old age, disease, and
death, and meritorious actions surely bring about good

It is owing to false notions that beings are consumed by
fire of passions even as a forest is burnt by forest
conflagration and fall into the hells, etc. As illusion
prevails so do beings make their appearance. The world is
illusory and it exists only on account of its cause and


As a painter is frightened by the terrible figure of a
Yaksa which he himself has drawn, so is a fool frightened
in the world (by his own false notions).


Even as a fool going himself to a quagmire is drowned
therein, so are beings drowned in the quagmire of false
notions and are unable to come out thereof.


The feeling of misery is experienced by imagining a thing
where in fact it has no existence. Beings are tortured by
the poison of false notions regarding the object and its


Seeing these helpless beings with a compassionate heart one
should perform the practices of the highest knowledge
(bodhicarya) for the benefit of them.


Having acquired requisites thereby and getting
unsurpassable bodhi one should become a Buddha, the friend
of the world, being freed fron the bondage of false


He who realizes the transcendental truth knowing the
pratityasamutpada (or the manifestation of entities
depending on their causes and conditions), knows the world
to be sunya and devoid of beginning, middle or end.


The samsara and nirvana are mere appearances; the truth is
stainless, changeless, and quiescent from the beginning and


The object of knowledge in dream is not seen when one
awakes. Similarly the world disappears to him who is
awakened from the darkness of ignorance.

The creation of illusion is nothing but illusion. When
everything is compoond there is nothing which can be
regarded as a real thing. Such is the nature of all things.


One having origination (jati) does not originate himself.
Origination is a false conception of the people. Such
conceptions and (conceived) beings, these two are not


All this is nothing but mind (citta) and exists just like
an illusion. Hence originate good and evil actions and from
them good and evil birth.


When the wheel of the mind is suppressed, all things are
suppressed. Therefore all things are devoid of atman
(independent nature), and consequently they are pure.


It is due to thinking the things which have no independent
nature as eternal, atman, and pleasant that this ocean of
existence (bhava) appears to one who is enveloped by the
darkness of attachment and ignorance.


Who can reach the other side of thc great ocean of samsara
which is full of water of false notions without getting
into the great vehicle (i.e., Mahayana) ?

How can these false notions arise in a man who thoroughly
knows this world which has originated from ignorance?

Here ends the Mahayanavimsaka of Acarya Nagarjuna.

Edited by Vidhusekhara Bhattacharya 1931 Visvabharati
Bookshop, Calcutta


I came across this on a website called
Franklin Jones is also know as Adi Da or Da Free John, among
other names:


The following is a letter Franklin Jones wrote Patricia
Morely after leaving the Vedanta Temple in Los Angeles in
1970. It has never been published, but I saw a copy of it
and memorized it. Could be wrong but my memory says
something like this:

My Heart!

Franklin is free!

Sitting in my room a few minutes ago and suddenly know who
I am. A magnificent flow moved through me, through the Flow
of Everything.

I have always loved and there is only love.

Franklin is the fire, the wheels, the quick-throated,
rounded blossom, sizzling life of all the universes.

Do you know me now my darling one?

Oh God, I've reached so deep into the passion of galazies
and everyone is Me.

I am forever. I am doing nothing but love. I am nothing but

I am howling at breakfast, prowling in the trees, yet if
you were to see me, you'd think I was a quiet man.

It was so sudden I had to tell you.

Come live with me.



Tales from the 4,000,000 year old entity - :-)>>>>

I remember those early days of primate humanoid life quite well.
They were something, I'll tell you. I used to re-incarnate a lot!
Life spans were short back then. Fifteen twenty minutes tops!
Something was always killing and eating you back then. If not the
predator next door, then it was Mom or Pop!

Eventually we got up to living for a few days then weeks. Things
really looked good when you could make it to a month! Boy! That was
something. Then we hit a bit of a rough spot when our kids started
being born without thier tails. You'd have one of those and eat it
right away so no one would know. If it weren't for Shiela and Robert
we might have died out right then and there.

Shiela thought her tail-less babies were just the cutest things to
ever pop out of her. Robert didn't like it too much, but he loved
Shiela like a mad monkey (monkies actually came later) and would do
anything Shiela wanted. Those two started and trend, wouldn't you
guess, and soon none of us had tails!

Next time I'll tell you the story of our earliest scientific
discoveries. They were stick and rock.


Peace - Michael

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